I am stressed.
I don't know why its taken me until now to realise that all my health problems are exacerbated by stress and being off work has made things a million times worse. I promised myself I would get the house in order, but due to pain, fatigue and general depression making me want to hide I have two more days off and it is nowhere near done.
Money is tight. My sick pay has been messed around and I am torn between wanting to get back to work and go hell for leather and book loads of shifts, but on the other hand I need to do it slowly and look after myself.
Stressed and not even well dressed.