Friday, 20 October 2017
I'm tired of the fight.
I sometimes don't know what to write.
I have a whole schedule of posts starting from next week.
Right now though I am sitting waiting for an emergency doctors appointment. After trying for weeks to ignore the increasing symptoms (more pain, more poos, more fatigue) I have finally given in and got myself a doctors appointment this afternoon.
I'm barely eating at the moment as everything is making me feel sick. I'm aneamic and so I really could do with upping my iron intake but all I'm really managing is plain foods and meat turns my stomach.
I'm so tired of fighting. I'm already worrying that this is going to hamper my future career plans. I really don't know what to do.